Esham - American Psycho lyrics

Yeah woke up on the wrong side of the bed
With all these voices in my head
One of them said

It feels like I'm taking steps
Closer to my death today I just might have
Inhaled my last breath
What was I think smoking wet in cigarettes
The only explaination is
I'm trying to kill myself
It feels like I'm taking steps
Closer to my death today I just might have
Inhaled my last breath
What was I think smoking wet in cigarettes
The only explaination is
I'm trying to kill myself

Cahin blunt smoking my thrid eye open
Would fly back to heaven but
One of my wings broken
Hoping God forgive me holla
If somebody here me
Only send my blessings when the
Demons ain't near me
October 30th must be devil's night
So turn down my mic and
Make sure my level's right
The suicidal note I write, I recite they mind
They trying to stop me from living
Life with all they might
I spit that potent pass it
I make too many classics
Plus I'm the poison for all
You fucking rat bastards
So follow me into a suicidal flow
Spit it suicidal just like this suicidalist

It feels like I'm taking steps
Closer to my death today I just might have
Inhaled my last breath
What was I think smoking wet in cigarettes
The only explaination is
I'm trying to kill myself
It feels like I'm taking steps
Closer to my death today I just might have
Inhaled my last breath
What was I think smoking wet in cigarettes
The only explaination is
I'm trying to kill myself

Now I lay thee down to sleep
I pray the lord my soul to keep
If I should die before I wake
I pray the lord my soul to take
Please lord for heaven's sake let
Me just get that cake
If not then give me the
Ingediants and I'mma bake
I can make the earthquake I
Can make the Earth shake
Done him in the worst way
Killed him on his birthday
The more I drink the more I
Think I'm heading for cremation
But, if I blink I just might
Be in a bloody situation
I lived a hard life in the fast lane
Hard pains winning big money from the devil
In the dice games
Everything on the line playing
With my life man
You win you live, you lose you die
It's kinda frightning

It feels like I'm taking steps
Closer to my death today I just might have
Inhaled my last breath
What was I think smoking wet in cigarettes
The only explaination is
I'm trying to kill myself
It feels like I'm taking steps
Closer to my death today I just might have
Inhaled my last breath
What was I think smoking wet in cigarettes
The only explaination is
I'm trying to kill myself