Esham - Premature Ejaculation lyrics
[Esham - Premature Ejaculation lyrics]
I can hear my mother call
I can hear my mother call
I can hear my mother call
I can hear my mother call
Momma was a junkie and daddy was a playa
Man I swear, I don't care about nothin'
Sometimes I'm rather be dead black
But that's about the millionth
Time I've said that
I get a headache everytime I start to think
I'm wonderin' why I'm not dead
I'm on the brink
Yo, it's kinda crazy, used to be my baby
But now you're not yourself
Because you shot yourself
I had a homie who tried to suicide
He died, he lied in a closed casket right
I can't take it, am I gone make it
Suicide's my answer for life's cancer
I used to pray every Sunday
But since Blaz4Me I gotta listen
To what my gun say
Can ya dig it, can ya dig it, can ya dig it?
No 40, OE, gin and juice I'm a swig it, yo
But back to my drama
I finally made my mind up
And said fuck my mama
I'mma get my shit straight
My mind I gotta get straight
So I bought a 38 yo i gotta get my head on
And if ya still think I sing that
Sad song then you're dead wrong
So check my situation i guess you can call
Me a premature ejaculation
Man I ain't nothin' but a nut
A premature ejaculation
Yo, life's kinda funny
It seems like we all bleedin' tryin'
To get some bloody money i don't know why
Motherfuckers trippin'
Talkin' 'bout I'm always high
When I'm gone die, shit
How many problems can one motherfucker get yo
What's wrong with my mind
If it wasn't for the bad times
I wouldn't have no times
My baby done left me
She claims I need some mental therapy
She called me crazy it ain't no sweat though
Cause anyday I canplay Russian Roulette ho
So fuck that trick bitch
Anyway, she was suckin' the next nigga dick
Shit so fuck the perpetration
If you can dig my situation
A premature ejaculation
Man I ain't nothin' but a nut
A premature ejaculation
Yo, as the world turns if one nigga die
10 niggas might learn from that
The shit runs deep though
"How deep?" 6 feet deep put me to sleep bro
How can I make you understand
And stop you from Stevie Wondering
How I'm going under and
You try and diagnose me, analyze me
But the shit don't surprise me
Realize that I see through all eyes gee
I might be wise, but I'm blind just as I see
I'm smokin' on a fat one
I got one in the chamber
Cock back on my cap gun
That's the way my life goes
And my life ain't nothin' but
Bitches and money and hoes
Goes a little somethin' like this
I'm down to the E cause I'm a suicidalist, yo
I look forward to passin' away
And on my way to hell I
Get some ass on the way, yo
So check my situation i guess you could call
Me a premature ejaculation
Man I ain't nothin' but a nut
A premature ejaculation
I can hear my mother call
I can hear my mother call
I can hear my mother call
Momma was a junkie and daddy was a playa
Man I swear, I don't care about nothin'
Sometimes I'm rather be dead black
But that's about the millionth
Time I've said that
I get a headache everytime I start to think
I'm wonderin' why I'm not dead
I'm on the brink
Yo, it's kinda crazy, used to be my baby
But now you're not yourself
Because you shot yourself
I had a homie who tried to suicide
He died, he lied in a closed casket right
I can't take it, am I gone make it
Suicide's my answer for life's cancer
I used to pray every Sunday
But since Blaz4Me I gotta listen
To what my gun say
Can ya dig it, can ya dig it, can ya dig it?
No 40, OE, gin and juice I'm a swig it, yo
But back to my drama
I finally made my mind up
And said fuck my mama
I'mma get my shit straight
My mind I gotta get straight
So I bought a 38 yo i gotta get my head on
And if ya still think I sing that
Sad song then you're dead wrong
So check my situation i guess you can call
Me a premature ejaculation
Man I ain't nothin' but a nut
A premature ejaculation
Yo, life's kinda funny
It seems like we all bleedin' tryin'
To get some bloody money i don't know why
Motherfuckers trippin'
Talkin' 'bout I'm always high
When I'm gone die, shit
How many problems can one motherfucker get yo
What's wrong with my mind
If it wasn't for the bad times
I wouldn't have no times
My baby done left me
She claims I need some mental therapy
She called me crazy it ain't no sweat though
Cause anyday I canplay Russian Roulette ho
So fuck that trick bitch
Anyway, she was suckin' the next nigga dick
Shit so fuck the perpetration
If you can dig my situation
A premature ejaculation
Man I ain't nothin' but a nut
A premature ejaculation
Yo, as the world turns if one nigga die
10 niggas might learn from that
The shit runs deep though
"How deep?" 6 feet deep put me to sleep bro
How can I make you understand
And stop you from Stevie Wondering
How I'm going under and
You try and diagnose me, analyze me
But the shit don't surprise me
Realize that I see through all eyes gee
I might be wise, but I'm blind just as I see
I'm smokin' on a fat one
I got one in the chamber
Cock back on my cap gun
That's the way my life goes
And my life ain't nothin' but
Bitches and money and hoes
Goes a little somethin' like this
I'm down to the E cause I'm a suicidalist, yo
I look forward to passin' away
And on my way to hell I
Get some ass on the way, yo
So check my situation i guess you could call
Me a premature ejaculation
Man I ain't nothin' but a nut
A premature ejaculation