Esham - Reel Spill lyrics

You wanna live, but you don't wanna die
Tell me, what the fuck is your excuse?
Sittin' 'round listenin' to all of these lies
Tell me, do you wanna hear some truth?
Don't nobody love you, don't nobody care
Gotta get up off your ass and get your own, 'cause it's out there
Life is not fair, truth or dare, or double dare
Access been granted, you opened another level, yeah
The sky is fallin', the sky is fallin'
Full circle three hundred and sixty degrees, that's why I'm ballin'
I'm not gon' tell you no more of the Pharaoh's plans
I'm fly as a sparrow and I'm doin' the Errol Flynn
Study your lessons, it could lead to priceless blessin's
Or it could have you stressin' from the Smith & Wesson
Addressin' all newcomers, who wanted this summer
The cemetery 'bout to increase they numbers
I never had a hand out, only hand out
Big sacks to the boys, now they back 'cause they ran out
Sittin' down in the crack spot on the back block
Puttin' money in the slot tryin' to hit the jackpot
Cops wanna make my stacks stop, make me act hot
'Cause I'm sellin' haves and they want me with the have nots
Left that life behind, no more livin' in sin
If Jesus is your best friend, can I get a amen?
Now they lookin' at me crazy, but I know what I'm sayin'
Get, get paid with no delayin'
Dog face on the skateboard, ocean sprayin'
Livin' like there's no tomorrow 'cause we do it todayin'
If they payin' what they weighin' then you know that I'm stayin'
My brain been in my head so long I think it's decayin'
Gotta green light thumbs up A-okay 'em
I been rockin' wigs so long, heads say I toupée 'em
The flyin' guillotine last seen under quarantine
Stop sippin' lean under the influence like a submarine
The unforeseen supreme being coming through on stream
When I was a teen, I was obscene, but now I'm livin' the dream
My wickedest speech is only the reach, I might have to preach and get you a piece
Life is a bitch so lay in the sand out on the beach
Get her a leash, please sit down and eat at the table because it's a feast
If you obese, there's no need to live in gluttony
It's all you can eat, everything you see is free
I'll give up all my worldly possessions so you can learn these lessons
You got all the answers but still askin' questions
Time waits for no man, people don't plan to fail, they fail to plan
I took my destiny in my own hands
Close your eyes, total darkness, do you disappear?
All the people you think dead and gone, they still here
They waitin' for me to drop the mic, I'm like, "never"
Once a evil deed is done, it lives on forever
Outlaw immortal still jumpin' through portals
Tryin' to hunt me down for future crimes 'cause I'm out your mind
Never blind to the ways of mankind
Watchin' sand fall through the hourglass of time