Esham - St. Michael lyrics

I know a man who thinks of no others
(Filthy Rockwell) always chasing after money
Thinks a poor man is funny
It's hard (I'm from another planet)

I was an unplanned pregnancy brought
Forth by a mistake
Born into a world filled up with
Lust and take little do I know about life
But I'm still learnin'
First I must journey through
Hell without burnin' livin' in the ghettos
The Devil is now a black man
I saw him standin' on the
Corner with the crack man
Little do I know this Hell is now my home
Since birth, the peace I've known is now gone
Life to death, days pass, I'm still growin'
Death is my faith in this
Hell but never knowin' when
But how do I survive without sin?
But "Thou shall not kill" is my first
Then I broke all Ten
Commandments, I guess I'm doomed
To go to Hell
But, I'm already there, so tell another tale
From the dark side of myself, I'm entangled
Between Heaven and Hell, I'm a fallen angel

It's hard to believe he's a child of God
Oh yeah
It's hard to believe he's a child of God
Oh yeah
It's hard to believe he's a child of God
Oh yeah
It's hard to believe he's a child of God
Oh yeah it's hard to believe he's a child of

Eighteen years pass, never knew about love
The sky is fallen so I
Fell from the Heavens above
Product of the sins, my father
I never knew him
Call the exorcist 'cause the Devil
Done got to him
Voodoo child son of a bitch is a bastard
Sold my soul and now I'm the master
My mother sings the blues and drinks booze
And then she prays to save
My soul from bad news
Tears fall, I hear my mother call on the Lord
At night I be playin' in my
Room on the Ouija board
Screamin' redrum at the top of my lungs
When I close my eyes
Visions of bodies being hung
Death is my destiny, life is a test to me
Living inside my own sins of blasphemy
From the dark side of myself, I'm entangled
Between Heaven and Hell, I'm a fallen angel

It's hard to believe they're children of God
Oh yeah
It's hard to believe he's a child of God
Oh yeah
It's hard to believe he's a child of God
Oh yeah
It's hard to believe he's a child of God
Oh yeah it's hard to believe he's a child of

As my soul gets deep into darkness
Can I be saved?
My life flash before my eyes in many ways
I saw me in my earlier days of wicked ways
"Cross my heart and hope to
Die" is on my grave
Written on my tombstone, rest in peace
Rotten body in the ground
As the maggots feast
See, I live so fast and die so young
Another victim of another brother
Drinkin' his redrum
I'm fallin' from the Heavens
And I'm on my way
To meet the Maker, the Undertaker
'cause now is Judgement Day
My soul is high and my body is all rotten
Another angel falls from
The Heavens forgotten without a clue
Nobody knew the knowledge to teach me
'Cause fuck the teacher and fuck the preacher
As my soul will perish inside myself
I'm entangled an outcast from the Heavens
So I'm a fallen angel

It's hard to believe he's a child of God
Oh yeah
It's hard to believe he's a child of God
Oh yeah
It's hard to believe he's a child of God
Oh yeah it's hard to believe he's a child of
They talk about justice and being free
But now why'd you listen so easily
Yes, it's hard
It's hard to believe they're children of God
Oh yeah
It's hard to believe he's a child of God, oh