Esham - Voices In My Head lyrics

You're better off dead
You're better off dead
You should kill yourself
You should kill yourself
You should kill yourself

I hear voices in my head, tellin' me go ahead
Somethin' in my mind says
I'm better off dead
13 ways and still countin' them down
Nine bodies floatin' in the
River and never found
Seems like I'm drownin' in my own conception
I'm my worst enemy with no exception
Cross my heart, and hope to die in many ways
I look on the bright side
But there's no better days
Voices are callin' me
But I can't call 'em back
I drown my sorrows in a bottle of Cognac
People say what's the matter
The sounds of pitter patter
I'm losin' my mind as I'm
Walk up Jacob's ladder
Can I find sanity, you hear what I'm sayin'
Man?
Something keeps tellin' me to kill myself
God damn they think I'm better off dead
But, I'm losin' my mind, man
Cause, I hear voices in my head

You're better off dead
You're better off dead
You're better off dead
You're better off dead
You're better off dead
You're better off dead
You're better off dead
You're better off dead
I hear voices in my head
You're better off dead
I hear voices in my head
You're better off dead
I hear voices in my head
You're better off dead
Oh Lord (Kill yourself)

I hear voices in my head
But I can't shut 'em up
Tellin' me to go to sleep in the tub
And never wake up you want to talk to me
Tell me somethin' I don't know
When the wind blows
They come but they never go lookie, lookie
Lookie as I'm losin' my mad mind
Sanity and insanity seems intertwined
Russian Roulette cause I'm kinda upset man
Will I regret makin' a bloody silhouette?
Time will tell if I'm going to hell
Took the test of life and I believe I fail
Stop who's callin' me
I can hear you but can't see
Could it be Dr kevorkian or Derek Humphry?
Takin' the final step, the final exit's next
Doctor assisted suicide, it's so complex
The right to die is yours
You're better off dead
My mind's playin' tricks on me
Cause, I hear voices in my head

You're better off dead
You're better off dead
You're better off dead
You're better off dead
You're better off dead
You're better off dead
You're better off dead
You're better off dead
I hear voices in my head
You're better off dead
I hear voices in my head
You're better off dead
I hear voices in my head
You're better off dead
Oh Lord (Kill yourself)

I got the will to live but
Not the right to die
The voices tell me I live my life in a lie
I wanna get rid of me, myself, and I
Redrum's on my mind with no alibi
I got misconceptions of life it'self
Everything I do, hazardous to my health
I got the witch on my back
To catch a heart attack
Common sense I know, but common sense I lack
I got the symptoms of
Insanity drivin' me insane
Sendin' myself through pain as I
Walk in the rain i try to close my eyes and
Say it's all a dream
Then the voices will whisper and
Then they start to scream
I grab my head in pain, I grab my gun again
Could it be I'm just lonely
Or just going insane? I lay my head on the
Pillow inside a bloody bed
I got my gat in my hand, man
I'm a kill these voices in my head

I can't take it no more
I can't take it, I'm going out my mind
I'm going out my
Oh shit, fuck it, I'm gonna do it!
You're better off dead, anyway