EST Gee - Is Heaven For A Gangsta lyrics

Why play with me? I play for keeps
That's the reason they mad
Even though I started with nothing
I still broke it in half
I showed 'em how to style they clothes
Niggas wasn't having no swag
Showed 'em most these hoes was thotties
Don't be calling 'em bad
You get me outta this this time, God
And I solemnly swear
But ask my momma
Never had no problem making my bed
I be beating 'em 'cause they
Weakness is not thinking ahead
The streets convinced me that they really
Just want all of us dead
Even before I jumped off the porch
I was right on the edge
My life of a playa
So I don't got no right to be scared
Understand my problems stood over and
Shot in the head
You know you coulda been but ain't
'cause on that day it jammed
And my lil' brother rushing
Fucked up and put one in the head
Niggas know that blood been shed
Rest in peace to Lil Dan
We was the greatest show on ice
Without no skates or a sled
Hopped out
Pipe in my hand on a opp from the 'Gram
He ain't buss back
He ran like he never said what he said
Must have been playing, either way
He ain't gon' do it again

Is it a place other than hell or jail
You get to go when you down?
(Where you get to go when you down)
For all the niggas who meant well but
Fell 'cause ain't nobody tryna hear 'em
('Cause ain't nobody tryna hear 'em)
So, he turned to a killer
Turned to a dealer out in
The hood with his niggas
You either is or you isn't
You either did or you didn't
Gotta make a decision
You either with or against us
But ain't no playing the middle

Yeah, yeah
And I'll beat the cell
Still a catch a sell and you can get a load
Get fifty or more
You come out west and pick yo' own
Pick a stone
Official whistle blower on my wrist alone
Six figures strong
This skelly bone cost a nigga home
Better known for spanking shit
That's what I got famous with
I ain't on no playing shit
They know not to play with this
We wait till he got out
And I sprayed his whip
That's when it's made a hit
But I'll never trip and go both ways
Quick to spank a bitch
Roll the dice
Did it all my life just like a Vegas trip
But you know I hit the jackpot
Praying that this price drop, if
Not, then I'll be back
Watch
I was out here bending like
I didn't have no future
Like "Lick Back" wasn't no diss track
It was just how I was moving
And all the opps said they'll do it to me
But they never prove it
And I learned hate ain't
Never make no paper
Never do it
Like I learned life is better cooling
So I'm playing stupid
And I learned full extension like
Going fishing when you shooting
Do God accept survivors whose
Involvement made 'em ruthless?
Isn't Heaven for a shooter?
Isn't Heaven for a mover?
For the ones who really do it?
Or was I born in hell and
All this shit just an illusion
Huh?