Evergrey - Closed Eyes lyrics

Make me see through eyes of a different soul
Cause mine are closed and sealed
Since long before to seek and hopefully find
Find my own voice to sail beyond the sunset
And strand on solid ground
I must to maintain my now so weak belief
May it grow or else
The darkness will never cease
Lost am I in woods of never ending trees
That tomorrow will be dying due to my grief

Is this my ending I failed in my calls
Should have been there would have stayed
But to live in fear is not to live at all
Yes to live in fear is not to live at all

I close my eyes and I drift away
Crying loud gone is the day
Will I be awakened tomorrow
That I can only pray
The spark in me quickly fades
A silent voice inside
Child take a look at yourself
You've got to look with better eyes than that
Or else this journey ends

You're fighting a war
Where the battle is yourself
Falling and you know
You are bound to fall again

Is this my ending I failed in my calls
Should have been stronger would have fought
But to live in fear is not to live at all
Yes to live in fear is not to live at all
Is this my ending I failed in my calls
Should have been there would have stayed
But to live in fear is not to live at all
Yes to live in fear is not to live at all

I'm climbing this ladder
But it seems to long
Still it lights up a fire inside of me
That I did not think existed
But thinking again remembering all hard times

Cause am I forsaken forsaken by gods
But this still is my battle i am
I am abandoned oh, yes I am
Oh, yes I am yes I am
Yes I am

Abandoned abandoned
But this still is my battle