Evergrey - December 26th lyrics

I recall when the bright light descends
Something takes possession over me
I remember when the nightmares began
On that cold night of December 26th

I don't know what it is
But I lost all control
Can't you see I'm condemned by the past that
They close in my history I
Don't want to be like
This no more you can't see
What I mean but you would if you saw all the
Sight that I have seen
I cross my heart in hope to see
What I saw was not a part of me
Dig inside yourself and you shall feel
But dig too deep and you become like me

I hate to see one more get lost like I
To those big eyes december
Evil words are spoken makes me fear
The world that now reigns over me
I was strong but now weak and
I fall with my tears
Can't you please, make the demons leave me be
I don't know what it is
But I lost all control
Can't you see I'm condemned by the past that
They close in my history I
Don't want to be like
This no more you can't see
What I mean but you would if you saw all the
Sight that I have seen

Please don't let your eyes meet mine
I have seen it all before
Cause the eyes mirror the soul

I hate to see one more get lost like I
Those big black eyes december 26
Those big black eyes
I hate to see one more get lost like I
Those big black eyes december 26
Those big black eyes