Felt - Anneurysm lyrics

And when the vein start to pop from the blood
Pushed away from the heart
Patience, I need more
As my temper becomes tempted
To up and down on this seesaw
I should escape, I should disappear
Its gettin clear, crystal clear
I'm in a bad position here
I gave you power, gave you control
But, you had to play the role
Reckless with the treasure that you hold
There isn't much as unsatisfying
As the blind man listening
Believing in the one that's lying
Hide the crying, tears in the pocket
A fool for the interlude
That introduced the moshpit
Exhausted by the storm, before the calm
Holding on to a memory
Keeping it warm within my palm
Wake up, Time Bomb, the clock is ticking
Shot the gift and all you got's a pot
To piss in and some wrong decisions
And here you are again, emotions in your hand
Like your powerless
An innocent victim of circumstance
Tell me that it hurts again
Tell me that it weighs you down
Tell you that you need me
And I'll tell you that I hate you now
FUCK YOU, you don't know what you need
And this is the last time I'll tell you
Next time I'm gonna leave
I can't watch your destruction
I can't trust your judgement
I swear to God your better then this
I wish you'd quit those drugs, bitch

High or low, hot and cold, took the wheel
Lost control good and bad, wrong or right
Die to live a longer life
Stop and go, in and out, touch and feel
Scream and shout
Back and forth, up and down, off the course
Fuck it now

I can't sleep now, life keeps me awake

Now here I stand, the threshold of anger
A pathway - to which I am no stranger
Danger lurks the other side, once I cross
I black out
And I start to act out, act my age
Act my color
Act a fool, actin' other then myself
(in a way)
Quick, to the shelf, and dusted of the AK
A war with no reason, America's demon
I reside and hide in the beast underneath
A inch of flesh and skull
If the brain vein pops
Might become a vegetable
So I take the stress in full
Pull hard on a cigarette
Thinking that an aneurysm might just
Be a quicker death
I flick the Red and keep in step
Figure stress to make you
Blow your brains out
From the inside, without the double barrel
Blood bubble, eyes narrow
Vains bulged from the forehead
More trouble than it's worth
Grey matter goes red so I pause hold my head
Two fingers to my temple
As the tempo increases
Not for peace, but a piece as in cold steel
I hold still, clutch want to cock back
Bust and thrust this pressure from my head
Before my brain starts to flush
Hush, you hear that? It's
The voices that's talking
Squalkin, mine can get me stopping
Twitchin and itchin
To get into some shit then - (scream)
Head spinnin, they winnin, blendin
Evil would say
It bit in my wheel sendin a chill till I