Fireworks - I Was Born in the Dark lyrics

Glory days i've wasted them away
"Looking forward to getting colder"
My greeting card for the holidays

Why do I always keep running towards nothing
I threw my heart into a dark
Alley that no one goes

I traveled so far
But all I've done is come back home
I can't explain where my mind is
But, I can sit back and feel my heart

I'm lost like a child's mind
Caught on the fences
I look at these holes in my jeans -
They never brought me anything, no

I stopped searching for the holy ghost
Cause, I'm in hell if it's guts that I need
I'll be an organ thief i'll tear you apart
Tear you apart

Find me somewhere in the dark
Find me somewhere in the dark
Find me somewhere in the Wake
I'm a stone sinking faster
Makes my bones ache
Life skips me on the lake
I stopped searching for the holy ghost
Cause, I'm in hell if it's guts that I need
I'll be an organ thief i'll tear you apart
Tear you apart

I stopped searching for the holy ghost
I'm already in hell if it's guts that I need
I'll be an organ thief i'll tear you apart
Tear you apart right from the start
Right from the start i was born in the dark