Five for Fighting, Dan Lewandowski - Not Easy lyrics

I can't stand to fly i'm not that naive
I'm just out to find the better part of me
I'm more than a bird i'm more than a plane
I'm more than some pretty face
Beside a train and it's not easy
To be me, it's not easy

I know I fucked up so much girl
You can talk to me, I don't hate you
I know we fight, but I do really love you
You can walk away and I won't stop you
But I want you to drop your bags for a sec
Come here and talk to me, please just check
What we fighting for? Why you walking out?
Blame me cause I know it's my fucking fault
I'm sorry for all the names that I called you
I'm sorry for all the times I wasn't there
I'm sorry for not being the man
You want me to be it's not easy but I'm sure
If we love each other
We can pull through another round again
When you cry in pain and
Walk away I break down
I'm hurting the girl who means so much to me
I'm a let down, but please don't hate me

I can't stand to fly i'm not that naive
I'm just out to find the better part of me
I'm more than a bird i'm more than a plane
I'm more than some pretty face
Beside a train and it's not easy
To be me, it's not easy

How did we go from smiling every single day
To fighting almost every single day?
Girl, hear me out, I need you in my life
You stick around hoping that I'd change
What use is fighting when we're tryna
Work shit out, it doesn't ever make sense
I know you're down and you're on your defence
But I'm here, it's killing me to see you hurt
Lack of effort, you know was my biggest flaw
So I wrote you a letter, it's hand written
By me cause I was gonna walk out and leave
To save you all the pain you're going through
But I couldn't leave you, I love you too much
I don't wanna walk past you in the house
I wanna run behind you and give you a cuddle
It's not easy but I'm sure we start again
Please, it's not easy

I can't stand to fly i'm not that naive
I'm just out to find the better part of me
I'm more than a bird i'm more than a plane
I'm more than some pretty face
Beside a train and it's not easy
To be me, it's not easy