Fivefold - All Of These Things lyrics

When all of these things go on
In my head when all of these fears
Live on in my head

Well I'm dragging under and I hate it
I'm so jaded suffocating everyone I love
And she told me that I was wasted
The things I said
There's a long shot of getting her back
See I never really meant a single word
Then why'd it sound rehearsed
Reciting lines I keep repeating
She keeps seeing me at my worse

When all of these things go on
In my head when all of these fears
Live on in my head well can I save myself
From who I could be or will I let go of
All of this pain in my head

Heavy is the heart I carry
And it's holding me down
I found I'm sleeping less
And heavy drinking on the daily it scares me
To think I'll wake up
And I'll be alone again
But for now I'll just pretend
I'll pour myself another drink maybe
Find a piece of me is this is how it ends?

When all of these things go on
In my head when all of these fears
Live on in my head well can I save myself
From who I could be or will I let go of
All of this pain in my head

When all of these things go on
In my head when all of these fears
Live on in my head well I guess that I'll
Save myself from who I could be
Or will I let go of all of this pain
In my head