Flatsound - I’m so Concerned About the Ending That I Don’t Even Know the Plot lyrics

I'll start it off by saying
I'm not one for the complaining
You wouldn't know it from my writing
You wouldn't know it from my songs
But I am different, I am free
I am what you need

But oh my God
I miss you more than I thought was possible
I understood the obstacles
But you could've tried more
Sometimes it seems I need a mom
More than I need to eat
So I didn't eat, I didn't sleep
I'd go all day without a bite
And it's not my fault it's not my fault
And I'll admit
Sometimes my chest gets so tight
That I throw fit's
You said you'd always be there where
Are you through all of this?
'Cause this is hard
This is way harder than I thought
I'm so concerned about the ending that
I don't even know the plot

Except for I am different, I am free
I am what you need

So you think of all the
Things that make you sad
And don't include them in your better half
Because I'm, I'm not like you

I don't find happiness in
A meaningless existence
Don't know what I'm going to do
But I am different, I am free
I am what you need

And yeah, I believe that there's a God
I believe that there is something out there
Other than my thoughts
I believe it was never
Science against religion
It wasn't poor against wealth
It was always me against myself
And I'm so scared who's gonna win

'Cause I wake up feeling so shitty
It's been so long since you've been with me
I don't know where this old
Body's gonna go myself
But I know, I am different, I am free
I am what you need
I am different, I am free, I am what you need
And I am different, I am free
I am what you need