Flatsound - You Said Okay lyrics

It all started with closed eyes
And a feeling in my gut telling me
I need to keep them shut the whole time
Because they opened even for a second
And I saw your lips
They'd suck me in like black
Holes when they bend light
And it was then I realized
You were not my world, you were my universe

Sometimes when I look up, I see stars
That cut through the sky and
Fade quickly into nothingness
And I pray that you aren't as fleeting
Because when we're lying in roads
I get the same feeling
That gravity will just turn off
And I'll fall endlessly
Into something much larger than I am
And I wonder if that's what it
Feels like to die and
If I'll ever understand God in my lifespan
Because I want to see God
I want to know what God feels like
But with the weight of the Bible
I will break Adam's ribs
And repeat, my dear Eve
You do not take after this
You were not made in a man's image
But if that's the case
Why do you feel so lost
In the empty space that his hand isn't?
Why do I wait
Wondering how long it'll take
You to admit it?
I'd rather keep my mouth shut than start
To say what I can't finish
Baby, I have limit's i have limit's!

I'm singing 'la la la' in empty rooms
That carry sounds like hollow caves
'La la la' just to prove you're not the
Only one that can occupy a borrowed space
'La la la' for every ship that was
Set to sail but got washed away
I'm singing 'la la la' in desperate
Hopes that when it bounces back
I hear the octave change

So if we could just pretend
That your voice exists inside
This empty void within
Then holy shit, holy shit, holy
Shit, if you spoke
Insomnia might loosen it's wholesome
Grip on my throat and I can begin to forgive
You for admitting the hoax
Instead of learning to hate you
For every minute you don't
Because I sit here wondering if
Anything you said was true
And who it was that taught
You to speak bullets
Without considering the exit wound
Tell me who
Because I still think back to the first time
You called me with nothing to say
That morning you were more
Than just my friend
And we both noticed something had changed
You drove to your parents' house
And we talked about everything
We talked about how much it sucked
But no matter what, we had to remain nothing

And in that deafening silence
I asked if I could still
Call you my snowflake and you said okay
You said okay you said okay