Johnny Cash, Fleetwood, Ducati James - I’M NOT OK! lyrics

I hurt myself today to see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
The only thing that's real

Maybe they gon' miss me when I'm gone
Baby I just wanna bring you home
I blow it but you won't pick up the phone
Maybe I'm just tryna' do you wrong
Papas dyin', children becomin' bastards
Mommas cryin', every day's a new casket
Shots fired, every day's a new Casper
Them street sweepers make 'em
Sweeter than molasses
I empty the clip and I'm droppin' the bomb
I'm flippin' the script and
I'm rippin' 'em off, yea
I know those motherfuckers did you harm, girl
I know those motherfuckers did you wrong
Please never ever, ever, ever, ever, ever
Ever lose love
Please never ever, ever, ever, ever, ever
Ever lose God
When we try to make the pieces fit together
That's when it all falls apart

I hurt myself today to see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
The only thing that's real

I don't give a damn about a GRAMMY
Half of these critics can't even
Understand the half of me
These motherfuckers hatin' cuz we
Live like we happy
Bitch it's a trick, it's for entertainment
Been suicidal since I could blink
I don't give a fuck what you sayin'
Just take a shot at me
Wouldn't be the first time
Man that was a high to me
Yea, you motherfuckers are crazy
But so am I to me
I figured that one out when I
Was locked up with lobotomy
I be poppin' 6 pill a day
And still I'm a oddity
Bitch, I poke a crip with a
Pistol cuz I'm a prodigy i think 50 Cent
Boosie Boo and Gucci are Gods to me
Cuz they done been through Hell and back
And showed me how to operate
How to keep the bullet out the brain
And keep the blood up off the razor blade
Still I suffer greatly every day
And I don't think that I can make
It all the way before I break
But I can always kill myself tomorrow
Yea, I can always do that shit tomorrow

What have I become, my sweetest friend?
Everyone I know goes away in the end
And you can have it all, my empire of dirt
I will let you down i will make you hurt
I hurt myself today i popped another pill
I'm hopeless and afraid
I finally know what's real