Flowz Dilione, ANNA - So Gone lyrics

You’ve been gone for so long
It’s time to let go
You disappeared in the shadows
Just trying to save your soul
You left me all alone and
Now you’re too far gone so gone

When I was growing up
You were like a king to me
I used to wanna be like you in everything
The way you treated mum made
Me be a better kid
I followed by example and I've never changed
Never since i used to look at you and dad
And I would dream for that
You were such close friends even
More than me and Shaff
Ever since you left bruv
The whole team's collapsed
Mum and dad miss you so much
And they need you back
I remember when I used to watch you draw
You were so good I would
Always say I wanted more
I still have a few and wish I had some more
But I don't
So the ones I have I've got em on the wall
I know we left on bad terms
And it breaks my heart
Trust me brother I'm a man
I don't play the part
Ever since you went away every day is hard
I just pray that you're okay
Where ever you are

I remember when I never had no mates at all
Every weekend me and Riv would
Go and stay at yours
One cone would have me layin
On the basement floor
Now I sit alone and on my own
I can blaze a quart
And nowadays when I sleep in the dark
I wake up spinning out cos
I dream of the past
I hear the laughter of Phoenix
And Tarma and even though
That they're gone they'll always
Be in my heart
I know I told you that I hate you
But I miss you bruv
I had an empty photo album so
I went and filled it up
The whole thing start to finish
Just pics of us
Luke, me and you, , dad, Riv and mum
And I hope one day that we can make amends
I don't wanna go to my
Grave without shakin hands
Cos our beef is made up, it's not makin sense
I just want my older brother back
And to be mates again