Flyleaf - Penholder lyrics

I feel your eyes crawling over me
As though I am something more than me
But, I don't have anything good enough to say
I did not make myself this way

I'll show you what he did
But, I won't take the credit
It's not mine anyway
I just held the pen that day

And I don't deserve this this time right now
It's not something for which I
Can take the bow and I don't deserve this
It wasn't me
I can't take glory for something
That I can't be i don't deserve this

I know what perfection is like
And I cannot stand before it's might
And I'm so far from what you
Think that I must be
I just drown myself in mercy

I'll show you what he did
But, I won't take the credit
It's not mine anyway
I just held the pen that day

And I don't deserve this this time right now
It's not something for which I
Can take the bow and I don't deserve this
It wasn't me
I can't take glory for something
That I can't be i don't deserve this
This time right now
It's not something for which I
Can take the bow and I don't deserve this

And all the art that I supposedly create
Is simply a faded reflection of
Something he's already made

And I don't deserve this this time right now
It's not something for which I
Can take the bow and I don't deserve this
It wasn't me
I can't take glory for something
That I can't be i don't deserve this