Allday, Fozzey, VanC - Happy Ending lyrics

I spent my adolescence on a park bench
Half-drenched, freestyling with my
Dumb friends
Spent last year sleeping with strangers and
It was easy pickings because
I'm nearly famous
Now I'm innovating, yeah
I been here changing
The motif in me, now I'm in here baking
And it's irritating the way
My mother raised me
Without discipline but listening
I love that lady
Don't you say a word about her, yeah
I'm fucking proud
If my dad had stuck around I
Probably wouldn't be up here now
Hop into another crowd, 'nother city
'nother round
'Nother flight connect to make a record
'til the fun is out
'Til the hunger's out like you never know
If that day ever comes
Pray that I can let it go
But I was ten when I first time
I picked up the pen and wrote
So arthritis is the only time I'd ever slow
Done my fair share of stupid things
Revelled in the tears of one
Too many beauty queens now I'm in the room
Staring at computer screens
Hiding from the world, I am not a human being
Wayne said that, I tend to agree
Got this drink in my cup just
To get through the week
They just want to get through to me
I tell them "Hell no"
Guess I'm just too unique
Big university 'cause I went
And packed it in
This rap shit better have a happy end
This rap shit better have a happy end

Life is a maze, forget the i-n-g
Its time to free all the
Demons that hide in me
Life sucks and I think what am I in it for?
I should really leave
I can't stand a minute more
The girl I love to death
She went and fucked me over
She always hurts me
Doesn't matter if shes drunk or sober
Like, I don't think ill ever love again
Heartbreak hotel is always where
I'm checking in
I used to throw touchdowns in the end zone
Now if they get to close
I throw them in the friend-zone
To think someone cares about me
I say 'no way'
So I just put on a smile and say im okay
But really, my thoughts are eating me alive
Because I see the wrong in
What everyone sees is right
And some fans was telling me I
Went and saved a life
I just wish I took my own
Advice and made it right
Im in a vicious cycle
Can't even see my friends
Im back to square one
Talking to this beat again
Im stuck in the middle
I can't turn left or right
Cause when shit goes down
Youre the one thats left alright
And im the one here
Always the one who's breaking down
Im praying you tell me 'it's alright'
But you don't make a sound
Now I should really focus on
Me and my fucking music
But ive had enough of this
So watch me fucking lose it
You played me all along
I know that you adored him
You just showed your cards
I'm hoping you go all in
I know you got that fucking line
I know ill be alright
Just give me fucking time
It just sucks that I had so
Much respect for you girl
I just wanted your love
I didn't expect the world
You treat me like shit and you know it's true
Yet say you love me but won't change
I'm confused

Working this hard shouldn't be so easy
Call me the man? just so you can please me

This is the beginning
Wheres my happy ending?
This is the beginning, I want my happy ending
I want my happy ending
I want my happy ending

If the book closes now
Would I be happy with it?
Would I be sad if that chapter
Had to go and finish? I ask myself the same
Question every single night:
Are you sure you want this rapping
Biz to last your life?
And I say I don't care
If everything peaks here
Because my love for this has
Grown like each year
I don't really get long if
Labels aren't getting at me
Just as long as I'm smiling
And my ending's happy

This is the beginning
Wheres my happy ending?
This is the beginning, I want my happy ending
I want my happy ending
I want my happy ending