FrostyOfficial - Have a merry christmas, unless you’re me, otherwise it’s a normal day lyrics

I can’t complain, i’m nothing but blessed
My friends and my family, happy and dressed
While I am the same since twenty eighteen
Raggedy clothes with no hopes to be seen
The smile on my face, a facade with a taste
Bitter and broken left no sign or trace
Of any expression of hope and release
From prison, a cell, or my room at the least
Day after Day seems shorter and shorter
With each passing day I get older and older
The things I had chеrished
Haunt me with misery
Hours a day, my adolеscence a mystery
Tell me, isn’t the shade getting gray
Cause the colors get darker everyday
My emotions went rogue
Now I don’t feel a thing
The love that I had is replaced with a ring
(yuh)

I can’t feel a thing, but I
Love the burns it
Makes, so numbing, soothing for
A merry christmas

I cannot focus this shit is so difficult
Time after time i’m proven so pitiful
But yet all the time that i’ve proven to slip
I’m still in my tee, I don’t care, makin flip
Writing these songs I question my sanity
Each passing minute a different fatality
Every last person they call it a fantasy
I say it’s worse than a global catastrophe
Feel the effects of christmas at heart
Seasons of giving, tear my soul apart
I give it you in return for some life
Thou shall not kill me if my songs are rife
In turn for some music a singing lil soul
And maybe the money my friends might’ve stole
And maybe till then will my life be a whole
But that sounds like something like
Good Old King Cole

I can’t feel a thing, but I
Love the burns it
Makes, so numbing, soothing for
A merry christmas

Remember when we were so simple and true
When we didn’t know, When we don’t gotta clue
Of what in the hell was on in our life
Cause we were too busy just watching caillou
We didn’t know we were making them memories
We was so little, our parents sang melodies
All just for fun, but yet we remembered it
Well and so true like our memories knew it
But now we’ve grown up and
We start to belittle
The things that we did when we were so little
Cause now we just see what we want to believe
And what we believe is some bullshittery
People afraid of their sexual identity
Matters of Lives is shifted entirely
And all I can say is what did I see
But christmas is merry, unless you are me

But Christmas is merry unless you are me, yea
But Christmas is merry unless you are me, yea
But Christmas is merry unless you are me, yea