Gemini Genesis - Without You lyrics

Hi, can we talk? It's me yet again
Came around once more
Learning how to be a friend
Remember how you said you just
Wanted to be heard? Well, weeks go by
I sit overthinking every word
Talking to myself, going over every fight
Wondering how something beautiful
Couldn't go right it kills me every day
The pain flows through every vein
Some days I'm so sick that
All my energy gets drained
I've been tryna seep the poison
You planted in my lips
Tryna bleed out your touch
Indented on my fingertips
Did I tell you? My thoughts have been invaded
I'm looking to color over the picture
You so vividly had painted
No point getting faded-
Just makes me reminisce on the life we
Had created and I hate it
Cause maybe if we had waited
And healed from prior hatred
Our love could've been sacred
But who knows? Maybe the end
Is what was truly fated

You've been gone away now too long
Writing and writing for what feels like
(100 days) it was real for me till the end
But all my words all got turned to
(1, 000 lies) it's okay, it's okay
I'll be okay don't worry bout a thing
You were everything I knew
I guess now we're really through
(But all the miles that separate)
They're starting to close like the
Wounds that were exposed

Who would've known that this is how it'd go?
As in love as we were
We still needed space to grow and I know
We both truly cared but
Sometimes it didn't show
We tried to take it slow but yet
Every hour in love somehow overpowered all
The things we didn't know
Both had stitches left to sew, so it goes
Became quite clear that we
Shared the same fear-
Losing each other to another, man
The ego is severe
Go figure-the love was not enough
We denied it too much
Plus my past had you stuck
So you asked to discuss
You got mad as I laughed in disgust at
The fact that there wasn't any trust
How could it be?
My history isn't me but you could never see
You wanted to be free and here I am
Across all the oceans that I swam
It's a given these words touch the page and
All I see is you, written

You've been gone away now too long
Writing and writing for what feels like
(100 days) it was real for me till the end
But all my words all got turned to
(1, 000 lies) it's okay, it's okay
I'll be okay don't worry bout a thing
You were everything I knew
I guess now we're really through
(But all the miles that separate)
They're starting to close like the
Wounds that were exposed