GHOSTEMANE - Cold Soul lyrics

Had about enough of this fuck shit in my life
Make me want to grab the knife
Take it to my windpipe
Maybe then that'll spice a little
Bit of this comfort too late
I already told my bitch I
Take it and I conquer
She ain't really a bitch
I just treat her that way
(Stay) Stay starting problems each
And every fucking day
People think they know what it's
Like in the struggle
They say "Just stay on your grind"
I'm staying on mine with no pay
You're wasting your time on the side
Of the line with no play
I'm making a tape of my suicide in one take
(Boo) i'm drowning in a sea of
Rappers with nothing to say
Talking 'bout you got a Caddy
Seen you driving that Hyundai (Skrrt)
One day I'ma make it out of this town
Then you'll all be sucking my
Balls with upside down frowns
Then you'll all be sucking my
Balls with upside down frowns

Living life like a cold soul
Ain't nothing to my name but a bad reputation
(Nah) it's time to let it all go slow
'Cause loyalty don't exist in
A place like this (Nah)
Living life like a cold soul
Ain't nothing to my name but a bad reputation
(Nah) it's time to let it all go slow
'Cause loyalty don't exist in
A place like this (Nah)

Refresh my memory
What the fuck is a friend to me?
If you ain't gonna say to me
Everything that you claim to see
That I'm doing wrong, decisions I made
As if you can take my mind
And make it to better place
For me to reside and find me some
Time to write me a rhyme
Don't give me a motherfucking line to sign

Okay, so uh, just sign right here all right
And here okay
And right there, and initial here all right
All right, we have ourselves a contract
Sweet, man
I'm so glad that you could do this to
Oh, uh, just put your balls in this jar
What?

'Cause all I got is my word and
Now I'm not trying to be working
For no and no fame with
Nobody knowing my name
I'll leave that up to the
Lames with knock-off designer shades
I'm working all 7 days
Ain't got time for no breaks
The day that I stop getting middle
Fingers up in my face
Is the day that I stop writing
And become a catholic priest?

If you see that happen just shoot me, please

Living life like a cold soul
Ain't nothing to my name but a bad reputation
(Nah) it's time to let it all go slow
'Cause loyalty don't exist in
A place like this (Nah)
Living life like a cold soul
Ain't nothing to my name but a bad reputation
(Nah) it's time to let it all go slow
'Cause loyalty don't exist in
A place like this (Nah)

Loyalty don't exist