Grieves - Faded lyrics
[Grieves - Faded lyrics]
Where the hell have I gone to
Why's it got to be so motherfucking
Hard for me to call you?
Staying up late tryna to get it all straight
Every minute I've wasted
You were probably thinking I didn't want to
That ain't the case
15 years and that ain't the case
Bad as it tastes
I'm the one to blame for putting up
All the walls and demanding the space
And I just can't take it these days
So far out
Want to bring it home, but I don't know how
(how?) yeah, man I don't know how
Family could be something I don't know 'bout
And I pushed you that far 'cause I got scared
Would've been hell but I
Could've said prayers
Should've been there and it's not
Okay that your name
Is one thing I don't know how to say
Faded looking for the words that I could
Use to get to you don't know how to say it
Faded hopefully it's gettin' through
'Cause everything is faded
Lookin' for the words, ayy
And I don't know how to say it faded
Hopefully it's gettin' through
Because everything is faded
Where the hell did you go to
Why'd you make it so motherfuckin'
Impossible to go through? Runnin' on fumes
Trying to follow your tune
We were runnin' around in circles
To the point that it was
Dangerous to know you i could've reached out
15 years and I should've reached out
But, I couldn't find the person
I was looking for
Even if I did I was scared that you
Would have been underneath in the ground
And I ran from that, ran from that
Too damn scared to take a chance with that
So the bags got packed, blood got cold, names
Got changed and your kids got grown, grown
Lookin' at the phone with a broken heart
Tryna to keep a piece of what fell apart
Dark night and it's not okay
That your names one
Thing that I don't know how to say
Faded looking for the words that I could
Use to get to you don't know how to say it
Faded hopefully it's gettin' through
'Cause everything is faded
Lookin' for the words, ayy
And I don't know how to say it faded
Hopefully it's gettin' through
Because everything is faded
Why's it got to be so motherfucking
Hard for me to call you?
Staying up late tryna to get it all straight
Every minute I've wasted
You were probably thinking I didn't want to
That ain't the case
15 years and that ain't the case
Bad as it tastes
I'm the one to blame for putting up
All the walls and demanding the space
And I just can't take it these days
So far out
Want to bring it home, but I don't know how
(how?) yeah, man I don't know how
Family could be something I don't know 'bout
And I pushed you that far 'cause I got scared
Would've been hell but I
Could've said prayers
Should've been there and it's not
Okay that your name
Is one thing I don't know how to say
Faded looking for the words that I could
Use to get to you don't know how to say it
Faded hopefully it's gettin' through
'Cause everything is faded
Lookin' for the words, ayy
And I don't know how to say it faded
Hopefully it's gettin' through
Because everything is faded
Where the hell did you go to
Why'd you make it so motherfuckin'
Impossible to go through? Runnin' on fumes
Trying to follow your tune
We were runnin' around in circles
To the point that it was
Dangerous to know you i could've reached out
15 years and I should've reached out
But, I couldn't find the person
I was looking for
Even if I did I was scared that you
Would have been underneath in the ground
And I ran from that, ran from that
Too damn scared to take a chance with that
So the bags got packed, blood got cold, names
Got changed and your kids got grown, grown
Lookin' at the phone with a broken heart
Tryna to keep a piece of what fell apart
Dark night and it's not okay
That your names one
Thing that I don't know how to say
Faded looking for the words that I could
Use to get to you don't know how to say it
Faded hopefully it's gettin' through
'Cause everything is faded
Lookin' for the words, ayy
And I don't know how to say it faded
Hopefully it's gettin' through
Because everything is faded