Guardin - ​geronimo lyrics

Don't do it for them, do it for yourself
Maybe
Disguising the truth, convincing myself
They hate me are you really there
Or am I just talking to myself?
I’ll do it again
I'll stay up and watch the sunrise
On top of the shed
I wish I could stay here all night
I don't understand
Why is it always just like this?

I miss drinking until 6 AM
With all of my friends, even ones I just met
Hey Owen, I hope that you’re listening, man
You helped me get outta my bedroom again
I was on the verge of the end of it all
But nobody knew at all
And I wish that I could gеt stuck in the past
Back before wе started moving so fast
Standing this still is a
Choice that won't last
And neither will we, so I guess it's a wrap
From here, I see this so clearly
At the edge of the world
Still in fear of my feelings

(At the edge of the world
Still in fear of my feelings)
(At the edge of the world
Still in fear of my feelings)

I had everything mapped to a T
But everything here isn't quite as it seems
There's blood everywhere from the
Heart on my sleeve
A permanent fix, yeah, I wanted to leave
It all behind me
Cauterizing the thread on my wings
So I'm no longer flying
Help, I'm trying to climb out this hell
But it's hard to talk when I lack all the
Skills that I need to get outta my shell
I’m not scared to jump
So just please don’t come near me
When I hit the bottom is
When they'll start cheering
And now I’m a ghost
I don't know if you're hearing this

(And now I'm a ghost
I don’t know if you hear me)
(And now I'm a ghost, oh, hello
Can you hear me?, And now I'm a ghost
I don't know if you hear me)
(And now I'm a ghost, oh, hello
Can you hear me?, And now I'm a ghost
I don't know if you hear me)
(And now I'm a ghost, oh, hello
Can you hear me?, And now I'm a ghost
I don't know if you hear me)