Hawkwind - Sadness Runs Deep lyrics

I have the dream in the palm of my hand
But, if I fell off that tightrope
On which side would I land?
Insecurity and freedom, it's a narrow path
Don't know what she wants now
('cos I've) forgotten how to laugh
Frightening thoughts spin, around my head
Betrayal and misery, things that were said
Deep down inside me the sadness runs deep
The only release from torture
Comes when I'm asleep
All of these feelings are
Trapped deep down inside
For you it's a joke now
I've got nowhere to hide
Send someone to help me

I'm lonely and I'm scared
I was gonna pile up
My emotions they were bared
My weak points they were noted
Put away for future use
She says that she loves me
As she tightens up the noose