Hayley Kiyoko - flicker start lyrics

It's discouraging
I thought everything was great
I've been circling 'round the
Block inside my brain
And I can't figure out what to do today
Everyone's having fun but I can't relate
Need a flicker start
Need it pouring through my veins
Don't know where to start and I
Don't know who to blame
'Cause I can't figure out what to do today
Everyone's having fun but I can't relate

Let me out my head, let my mind run free
Let me just pretend that I feel like me
Need a flicker start 'cause I'm ready
Anything to spark a new beginning

Need a flicker start, slow burn to a flame
It's a crawling march and I'm
Fighting for a change
How do I keep going if I don't know
Where I'm going every night and morning?
How do I keep going if I
Don't know where I'm going?

Let me out my head, let my mind run free
Let me just pretend that I feel like me
Need a flicker start 'cause I'm ready
Anything to spark a new beginning

It's an uphill, standstill, sweat on my back
As the Sunday sun burns
Cold through the glass
And I'm dying under pressure
Turning diamonds into stone
I can't feel my bones

Let me out my head, let my mind run free
Let me just pretend that I feel like me
Need a flicker start 'cause I'm ready
Anything to spark
Let me out my head, let my mind run free
Let me just pretend that I feel like me
Need a flicker start 'cause I'm ready
Anything to spark a new beginning

It's discouraging
I thought everything was great
I've been circling 'round the
Block inside my brain
And I can't figure out what to do today
Everyone's having fun but I can't relate