HDBeenDope - Next Time lyrics

Yeah, alarm ringing early
It’s 8 am wake my vision blurry
I make it end lay back down with no worries
Scroll through the net
Could get up get the money
I’ll sleep for ten oh it’s noon now
Bummy but I still could be productive
That ain’t ruled
Grumpy with no breakfast in your tummy
I need food now
Whip my wrist put pancakes on my plate
I brush my teeth then hit my room
Let’s put some work in on this tape okay
Write a word for the verse scroll a little
Writer’s block fuck the verse
Scroll a little scroll a little uh
Reminiscing on a high chair
Tryna figure why I’m here
Came up with no ideas
But I ranked up my My Player
Whole day gone by still got no rhymes
One less than 25 why I waste mine
Missed my deadline did that 3 times
But I can’t rewind
It’s fine I can always do it next time

I’ma have to holla next time next time
I’ma have to holla next time

I’m in a cycle and I fear
That I won’t break it
My biggest rival’s in the mirror
I can’t face him
I fall asleep and wake the dreams
But I can’t chase ‘em
I found my passion but my
Bills say find your payment
So I clocked in locked in
Faced with no options job is toxic
Still fill my pockets thoughts lately
How It feel to be off daily
What if I paid me
Think it’s time to evolve maybe but
I got these loans and if I
Quit then I can’t pay ‘em
I graduated and my mama said I made it
So how I look reverting back
To broke and chasing
Ay fuck it I’ll accept the
Optics I can’t take this
So I woke up early 7: 30 quitting on my dome
Know I can’t make it wordy show no mercy
Tell ‘em then I’m gone
I practice on my way to work
The second that I see my boss
I’m off it walked right by
His office said "Good morning"
I can always do it next time

I’ma have to holla next time next time
I’ma have to holla next time

Outside looking in I got it all figured out
A lil Bently for the whip and
Plus a big ass house beyond the items
Love my kids and yup I live for my spouse
I work for funds I need the liquid
Used to live in a drought
And I ain’t going back
My kids never knowing that
Got it if they need it
I’ll be damned if I hold them back
Holding back some tears as I wonder
If I did it wrong
My son just called he says he
Hates the fact I’m never home
It’s all for him so that mean one
Day he gon get it right
All this money still a fuck up
I can’t get it right gotta do better
My son’s team made the championship
And less explicit I just told him
I ain’t missing that shit
Fast forward to the day of
Boss talking paper
Problem it requires I’ll be
Flying towards the Lakers
Now let me call my baby ‘cause
I’ll know he’ll wonder why
But before I said "Hi" he said "it’s fine
Dad I know you’re coming next time"
You say you gon do it next time
And then you say it again
You say you gon do it next time
And then you say it again
You say you gon do it next time
And then you say it again
But how you gon do it next
Time when you no longer exist