HideandSeekZoo - Soon Enough lyrics

I used to think about my life
Way more than I do now
I need to find a new route
A better way to figure things out
And every morning I wake up, and I hate it
I think I'm depressed
Used to feel this heart beating
Now I feel an empty chest
It's probably the stress
This empty face ain't me
I don't even feel most beats and I
Tone it down on the weed
My girl's on another page
I don't even know what she's doing
I suppose I should just focus on
This dream that I'm pursuing
Cos it's only thing in life that'll
Give back what I gave to
And, it's all fun and games
Until I feel like I'm a slave to it
That's when I hate to do it


But I feel like it's my drug
And I've never been loved back
The same amount that I love
But ain't nobody trying to hear that shit
They want to hear the cool raps that I spit
But I just heard this beat and thought that
I should just get sad right quick
Cos, I don't even write as many
Songs as I should be a fan told me
My shit is better when I'm sad
It ain't true, but it could be

Cos I, yo I don't know where I'm going
But if I keep these words flowing
Then I'm sure that i'll be knowing
Soon enough
I'm trying to find a way to get up
Cos these mornings are getting tough
So, I take it puff by puff
And I, yo I don't know where I'm going
But if I keep these words flowing
Then I'm sure that i'll be knowing
Soon enough
I'm trying to find a way to get up
Cos these mornings are getting tough
So, I take it puff by puff

And besides the daily shit
I ain't got a struggle to rap about
Or drugs that I can trap about
Or, good times that I can laugh about
I'm just a normal kid
But I'm special with this music shit
And besides your satisfaction
I make this for your amusement
And I'm getting used to it
Young, but not new to it
This rap shit is my first language and
That's why I speak it fluent
With my, eyes wide shut I think of those
That I cut out of my life so why am I stuck?
Fuck it
I'll try my luck Until my time is up

Cos I, yo I don't know where I'm going
But if I keep these words flowing
Then I'm sure that i'll be knowing
Soon enough
I'm trying to find a way to get up
Cos these mornings are getting tough
So, I take it puff by puff
And I, yo I don't know where I'm going
But if I keep these words flowing
Then I'm sure that i'll be knowing
Soon enough
I'm trying to find a way to get up
Cos these mornings are getting tough
So, I take it puff by puff

And I find it easier to show
You than I could tell you
Don't wanna fail you
And I try to get away from myself too
And these blunts don't hit as
Hard as they used to, or need to
The smoke replaced my insides
And that's why I'm feeling see through
Trying to seek truth
Or speak to, someone with some balance
Hold the good in with some bad
That's somewhat of a challenge
Never managed to hold it all together
Especially, when it's necessary
All the extra stress that I carry
So the songs never vary

So I, yo I don't know where I'm going
But if I keep these words flowing
Then I'm sure that i'll be knowing
Soon enough
I'm trying to find a way to get up
Cos these mornings are getting tough
So, I take it puff by puff
And I, yo I don't know where I'm going
But if I keep these words flowing
Then I'm sure that i'll be knowing
Soon enough
I'm trying to find a way to get up
Cos these mornings are getting tough
So, I take it puff by puff