Hole - Codine lyrics

My belly's shaking and I crave it in my head
I feel like I'm dying and I wish I was dead
If I live till tomorrow, it'll be a long time
Oh, I live out my days a slave to Codine
And it's real, lord it's real, one more time

On the day I was born
All the grim reapers smiled
Said, "I'll get you yet, you demonized child"
I was older than my sisters
That I left behind
Oh, I ran like the wind with my friend Codine
Oh it's real, oh she's real, one more time

It's the reason I breathe, honey
It's the reason I walk
It's the reason I sleep and the reason I talk
But soon my devotion will all be repaid
The Codine will kill me
That's the bargain we made
And it's real, lord it's real, one more time

You'll forget you're a woman
You'll forget about men
Try it just once, and you'll try it again
You'll forget about life
You'll forget about time
And you'll live out your days
A slave to Codine
And it's real, lord it's real, one more time

And after I'm gone and the sad race is run
I'll go down to hell where my life had begun
There'll be somebody with me
Won't leave me alone
Oh, Codine will be there to polish my bones
And it's real, oh he's real, one more time

And after I'm gone and the morning sets in
Don't wonder what I was girl
Or what might have been
Mourn my sad heart and my tear-filled eyes
And the Codine I crave and I despise
Oh she's real, oh she's real, one last time

She's real, oh she's real one last time