Hollywood Undead - Nightmare lyrics

When I close my eyes and I try to sleep
The weight of the world falls down on me
It's all a part of my nightmare
Part of my nightmare
Part of my nightmare, part of my nightmare

Sick, inside of bed
Infected with the feelings
Staring up like my dreams were
Projected on the ceiling i can see it
I want the money and the fame too
They told me: "When you get it
Never let it change you"
And finally I've morphed into everything
I tried to be
The fucking irony is everybody's got
Their eye on me
Society quickly became my rivalry
Driving me off the deep end
Then doubt starts to creep in
Fairweather, they're never there
Do I need friends? We're eating
But will they stick around
When the feast ends?
You say you love me when
It's glitter and gold
But when it's bitter and cold
Would you deliver my soul?
Or just cut me out the picture and roll?
Love is pain and it's taking it's toll
Feel like I've wasted my whole life
Always working, searching for some shit
Tryna live a life that's perfect
When perfect don't exist

When I close my eyes and I try to sleep
The weight of the world falls down on me
It's all a part of my nightmare
Part of my nightmare
Part of my nightmare, part of my nightmare
Spent my whole life chasing after dreams
But every dream turns out to be
Just a part of my nightmare
Part of my nightmare
Part of my nightmare, part of my nightmare

Help me, no, I can't help myself
Help me to believe that I'm somebody else
Not some fucking addict who can't
Dream 'cause his habit's
Are chopped up on a table till
He screams: "Let me have it"
Fuck it, what's a life anyway, huh?
You hear about that kid who died again today
Huh? I'd pull my fucking guts out
Just to make 'em understand
That I've become a ghost, I am a ghost
I'm not a man why can't I fucking say it?
They'd say that I'm insane
But in a song they'll play it
'cause they understand the pain
What the fuck is going on? Who am I?
Life is just so fucking long, I wanna
Forgive me, don't forget me
Believe you can protect me it's just a song
I'm venting with the
Verse that's never-ending
And I have finally lost
The world has finally won
Dear God, did you forget your son?

When I close my eyes and I try to sleep
The weight of the world falls down on me
It's all a part of my nightmare
Part of my nightmare
Part of my nightmare, part of my nightmare
Spent my whole life chasing after dreams
But every dream turns out to be
Just a part of my nightmare
Part of my nightmare
Part of my nightmare, part of my nightmare

Can't find a reason why
Don't know why I even try
I pray when I sleep at night
So at least I'll die a decent guy
When I look in the mirror and say "Hi!"
I can't look me in the eye
We're both ashamed of the guy
On the other side
Can't find my peace and quiet
Some things are better left in silence
It's me who needs some guidance
Or maybe what I need is violence
When I'm having a meltdown
Can't ask for help now
Got so much self doubt that
I weird myself out, can you help out?
So many selfish phobias
Like self-inflicted loneliness
Sometimes I get so low in
This empty search for holiness
Can't seem to find a reason why
I don't know why I even try
These demons, they won't let me sleep
At night, they're killing my dreams
They need me to die
But fuck it, I got nothing left to say
We're all gonna die anyway
Shit could happen to me any day
I just spit 32 and didn't say a damn thing