I Am King - Playing Through the Pain lyrics

I'm stuck and can't decide
They say the grass ain't always
Greener on the other side
Should I press my luck or
Quit while I'm ahead? I'll admit it
I wasn't committed to this relationship
Then you came into my life
Made me an offer and told
Me not to think twice
You make it hard to deny, i stuck
I can't decide should i follow my heart or
Am i losing my mind?

Stuck on these thoughts as the weight of
My options crash down upon me
I've been lying in bed all
Night but i can't sleep
I know what i like everyone's got vices
I know what i like everyone's got vices
I know what i like everyone's got vices
My needs are beckoning me
I don't need anyone or
Anything distracting me
I'll keep the memories as harsh reminders of
Everything i never want to be
Now i know exactly what i want
Now i know exactly what it takes
I have the will I'll find my way
I have the will I'll find my way

Where there is a will, there is a way
Walking down a road that separates and can
Take me to entirely different places
My state of mind is fuck the world
Till i get what is mine
I refuse to conform, i refuse to decide

I don't need anyone or
Anything distracting me
I'll keep the memories as harsh reminders of
Everything i never want to be
Now i know exactly what i want
Now i know exactly what it takes
I have the will I'll find my way
I have the will I'll find my way

It's in my lungs, it's in my blood
Its in my heart, it haunts my thoughts
You made your move and played the part
Now i know exactly what i
Want and what it takes
I have the will I'll find my way
And end up exactly where i meant to be
With the past at my back and
The world in front of me

I don't need anyone or
Anything distracting me
I'll keep the memories as harsh reminders of
Everything i never want to be
Now i know exactly what i want
Now i know exactly what it takes
I have the will I'll find my way
I have the will I'll find my way

We all have our vices i know what i
Like and we all have our vices
Stuck on these thoughts as the weight of
My options crash down upon me
The truth is always worse in black in white