ILL BILL - I'm Not Happy lyrics

I'm getting between your nerves like leprosy
Using mental telepathy, my treachery
Stretches over centuries, I never meant to be
Reincarnated - matter of fact if
It was up to me
I'd wish that I had never been created
Them swinging swords hoards in phycho wards
Walking threw forbidden doors and then
Went inside of the morgue
People grimace when they witness business
Of the bloody instance
So keep your distance the smell of
Bodies is covered by incense
I show no mercy blood splats
Up on my hockey jersey
Simular to physicians in rooms of emergency
So fuck the gats id rather
Hit you with an axe
Laugh while your skull cracks but
I'm still not happy

All i really want iS TO BE HAPPY
To find a love that's mine
It would be so sweet

I'm turning red blood cells
Into dead blood cells
Using microscopic utensils within
Your entrails
Pushing the limit's of your chromosomes
Sitting on the throne made of humans bones
Talking in my cellular phone, I walk alone
Into pandemonium utilizing plutonium
To build a bigger, better stronger weapon
I sense the presence of great evil so I erase
And drain every bit of
The power source conceivable
Bringing about the beginning of ending
Sending the crucifieer tending to
Your so called messiah
Within the fire, I eulogize planetary demise
Felling energized as another planet dies
And nothing could ever really make
Me give a fuck about
Any thing you care about, so why even bother?
The blood I spill can fill
The entire new york harbour
So hang the holy father
And light the candelabra

All i really want iS TO BE HAPPY
To find a love that's mine
It would be so sweet
I'm slowly killing myself to live
I couldn't even begin
To explain the effect of the
Drugs on my brain
Nothing positive can influence the
Trip I take
I'm driven by the negativity that instigates
Without a doubt the bloody
Body count increases you fall to pieces
My mouth releases terminal diseases
And everywhere you look there's
Another dead fucking shnook
Hanging from a bloody meat hook I always
Keep a smile on my face
So I can hide whats really going
On inside of my mind
I feel nothing and therefore I am nothing
I thrive upon your suffering
But theres nothing that makes me feel happpy

All i really want iS TO BE HAPPY
To find a love that's mine
It would be so sweet