ILL BILL, Uncle Howie - This Is Who I Am lyrics

I get up, I go to my
Methadone program to get my meth
I drink my meth and I go make
Some money and go get whatever I
Can get high on that's about it fucking
Get high what else is there?

This is who I am
This is what the world made me
I don't give a fuck whether you
Love me or hate me
I'm gonna die like that, forever at war
Hated by most, loved by few, respected by all
This is who I am
This is what the world made me
I don't give a fuck whether you
Love me or hate me
I'm gonna ride like that, forever at war
Hated by most, loved by few, respected by all

With everything you gain there's
Something you lose
You best be real clear on that
Something you choose
Sometimes the most valuable things
Mean nothing to fools
And they don't want it til they
See it means something to you
But, you can't have what's mine, homie
Get your own get the fuck out my face
And stay in your lane
You ain't nothing like me, kid
We ain't the same get the fuck off my dick
And stay in your lane
Old school like Power Play
Lounging with Fatal
Nas rhyming in the lobby, Rakim in the A-room
Before Non Phixion I was up in Chung King
With Onyx and Jam Master J
Puffing the chronic
A good dude, rest in peace
RIP to big DS as well, I'm a spark the L
Thinking about hard it was to
Come up in the game
Over twenty years I love it the same
Matter fact even love it more at
The end of the day
Been wanting to work with Muggs
Since Cypress first dropped "Real Estate"
Now I'm doing what I want to do
La Coka Nostra
I won't stop til I'm on the wanted poster
Came a long way from talent
Shows with Black Moon
When Chuck Chillout was the manager
For both of our groups this is '92
I'm talking 'bout fifteen years ago
In the "Who Got The Props?"
Video with Gucci Rope
My world, my life's deep, you can't imagine
Crystalize torture
Hatred in my soul like a cancer
Neither can be bought nor sold
No matter the ransom
And neither truly exists without the
Other as the answer
Mankind so inherently evil
We made laws, religion
And jails simply to protect us from ourselves
Got too many cases
Get arrested for robberies that I didn't do
My mugshot's in regular rotation
This is who I am
This is what the world made me
I don't give a fuck whether you
Love me or hate me
I'm gonna die like that, forever at war
Hated by most, loved by few, respected by all
This is who I am
This is what the world made me
I don't give a fuck whether you
Love me or hate me
I'm gonna ride like that, forever at war
Hated by most, loved by few, respected by all

This is who I am this is who I am