Ingrid Michaelson - Starting Now lyrics

I want to crawl back inside my mother's womb
I want to shut out all
The lights in this room
I want to start fresh, like a baby in a sink
Scrub away all these thoughts that
I think of you

So life moves slowly when you're
Waiting for it to boil
Feel like i watch from 6 feet under the soil
Still want to hold you and
Kiss behind your ears
But i re count the countless tears
That iI lost for you

But before you finally go there's
One thing you should know that I promise
Starting now I'll never know your name
Starting now I'll never feel the same
Starting now I wish you never
Came into my world

I want to crawl back inside my bed of sin
I want to burn the sheets
That smell like your skin
Instead I'll wash them just like
Kitchen rags with stains
Spinning away every piece that remains of you

It's my world, it's not ours anymore
It's my world, it's not ours anymore