InMe - Amnesty: Bonsai Forest lyrics

We are the masters of our own disaster
Kindred of dysfunction
Behind closed doors, the family world war
Harmony ruptured i meant it when I said I’d
Leave so let it go please, mate

We never tried to be there for each other

It has been so many years
So wash away those tears
I'm too young for this pain
Do they even want me? Do they even need me?
I'll pretend for now that I'm
Strong somehow & bury this

Alcohol took control & took it’s
Toll on us all
Drunk on sadness & sunken madness
A family of lost souls
I meant it when I gave forgiveness
So just let it go please, mate

And I pray for the day that we can
Clean the slate & escape this abyss

Never be at the mercy
Of someone else's indecision

It has been so many years
So wash away those tears
I’m too numb for this rain
Does she even want me?
Does she even need me?