InMe - Clear History lyrics

What you've taken from me
I'll never get back, I lose
What you've put me through
Has made these brown eyes see blue
Grey skies excused
Embryos from the womb of our dreams
That we conceived reside in orphanage rooms
In overslept beds fabricated
From two hearts torn in two

I can't outsmart myself
I can't repair the damage
I don't feel too well
I'm struggling to manage
Down to hell I fell
Love packed it's bags and vanished
No soul left to sell and
My starving dreams are famished
Banished here I dwell, no stairs
No secret passage begged myself for help
My demons just won't have it
Addict's carousel
Old habit's and lost baggage
Will I live to tell this savage
Tale upon this ravaged planet?
Though I hate what I've been
I can't believe you want nothing
To do with me it's all about me
My confessions may be late
For their own funeral awake
But please, forgive me, please
I should just say what I mean
I doubt these words will ever be heard
Presently or in a future
Tense with past regrets
I should've run away and given up
So long before you'd had enough
'Cause you deserved more than me

You deserve forever more than I could ever be
I'd knock on heaven's doors
Leave you the only key
Delete our memories, clear all our history
Regain all mystery, reclaim anonymity
I'd leave your destiny, I'd flee your company
You'd never rest with me or
Know the best of me
I wish I never was ever yours sincerely
You're clearly
Better off without this lesser
Half, yours dearly, not me

No no, not me exhausted pipe dreams
Of an empty chassis an engine obsolete