J. Cole - Window Pain (Outro) lyrics

One night
When me and my mom was about to go to bed
All the doors was locked
Then when I had fell asleep
My mom had heard three gun shots
It was to my cousin, his name was Rod
The one that came to pick me up
He had been shot right through the face
Right in the neck
And he got shot right in the stomach

I put my hand to the sky, I sing
Grateful for the blessings you bring
Thank you for the ones I love
Forgive me for the times I was
Down and confused, I know
What I reap is what I will sow
Once again I find myself
Back with you from my hell
All I ever wanted was to
Hear them bitches holler back


Get some money plus respect and now look
I got all of that all I wanna do is see my
Granny on the other side
All I wanna do is kill the
Man that made my momma cry
All I wanna do is touch
A platinum plaque and celebrate
All I wanna do is keep my
Niggas out the yellow tape
All I wanna do is see my
Granny on the other side
All I wanna do is kill the
Man that made my momma cry

Right now I'm starin' out the window
Of my Range and contemplating, am I sane?
Have I sacrificed for fame?
My occupation's on my brain
Thought that I could change it
All if I had change
But the niggas that I came up with
Way back is still the same
I be tryna give 'em game like
Santa did when Christmas came
They be listenin' but it's clear to me
They did not hear a thing
It go in one ear and out
The other like a bullet out
The muzzle of a pistol shot
By brothers standin' point-blank range
Niggas bang in the Ville
I always thought that shit was strange
How you claim blood or cuz when
That was just a LA thing?
I don't mean no disrespect
Towards your set, no, i'm just sayin'
That it seem like for acceptance
Niggas will do anything
Niggas will rep any gang
Niggas will bust any head
Niggas will risk everything
Point him out and then he dead
Shootin' up where his granny
Live, "blaow, blaow!", his granny duck
He don't give a fuck
He's on Henny and Xanny'd up
Blowin' Tammy up, bitch
When you gon' give them panties up?
He gon' plant a seed
But best believe he ain't man enough
Just because yo' dick can spray semen
It don't mean that you ready to
Let go of yo' childish ways
The results are deadly
Because that child will suffer and that's
What can most affect me
The little girl I met this past summer said
"Don't forget me" i won't forget you
How could I with all you went through?
A bullet hit yo' cousin in Temple
While he was with you
And while you was talkin', I was tearin' up
Where's the tissue?
If you was my sister then I
Would kiss you and tell you
That I'm sorry for the pain
You had to live through
I know I'm blessed because yo' stress is
Realer than anything I done been through

I put my hand to the sky, I sing
Grateful for the blessings you bring
Thank you for the ones I love
Forgive me for the times I was
Down and confused, I know
What I reap is what I will sow
Once again I find myself
Back with you from my hell
All I ever wanted was to
Hear them bitches holler back
Get some money plus respect and now look
I got all of that all I wanna do is see my
Granny on the other side
All I wanna do is kill the
Man that made my momma cry
All I wanna do is touch
A platinum plaque and celebrate
All I wanna do is keep my
Niggas out the yellow tape
All I wanna do is see my
Granny on the other side
All I wanna do is kill the
Man that made my momma cry

It's not that big well at least, um
God had saved him 'cause he still alive
So why do y'all think that bad stuff happen?
Like why can't the world just
Be all nice things? Because God is tryna, um
Warn-warn us or teach us a lesson
That we need to learn
Or He's tryna warn us of
He's comin' back to, um
See us and take us home and redo the world
He's comin' back to, um
Have us be His children and for
Us to see Him for the
First time so we can rejoice with
Him and have our time and after we do that
He's gonna restart the world kOD
Choose wisely!