Jacob Sartorius - FEAR OF INTIMACY lyrics

I got a fear of intimacy
It’s always living with me
I know you can’t really see
I got some voices to please
Try to remind myself that
Can’t die from panic attacks
Well maybe I'll be the first
Maybe it’s what I deserve

But we were at a party and
You said I'm just your type
Then I said "That sounds fun
But you don’t know what’s on my mind"

Just so you know i’m super far from perfect
But I promise I'm still working on it
Just so you know i haven’t slept in a week
From all the demons I keep
Well, baby, just so you know
I want to give you my best
But lately I've been so stressed out
Just so you know it’s not you, it’s all me
The fear of intimacy

The fear of intimacy yeah
Woo

I got a fear of dying alone
When there ain’t nobody home
Eating food and I choked
Find me dead on the floor
Got a fear of telling the truth
Of how I actually feel
Don’t want to disappoint you
Or you to think it’s not real don’t leave me
Why would I lie?

Yeah, we were at a party and
You said I'm just your type
Then I said "That sounds fun
But you don’t know what’s on my mind"

Just so you know i’m super far from perfect
But I promise I'm still working on it
Just so you know i haven’t slept in a week
From all the demons I keep
Well, baby, just so you know
I want to give you my best
But lately I've been so stressed out
Just so you know it’s not you, it’s all me
The fear of intimacy

The fear of intimacy
I got a fear of intimacy
The fear of intimacy

You said that it would be okay
Now I'm in the rain where you left me
My mind’s a little bit lost now
Don’t know if I'll ever find my way out
I wish somebody showed me
Real love that doesn’t make my heart bleed
Running on empty nobody want to help me

Just so you know i’m super far from perfect
But I promise I'm still working on it
Just so you know i haven’t slept in a week
From all the demons I keep
Well, baby, just so you know
I want to give you my best
But lately I've been so stressed out
Just so you know it’s not you, it’s all me
The fear of intimacy

The fear of intimacy
I got a fear of intimacy
The fear of intimacy