Jakprogresso - Pill Box Pauper lyrics

Um this is for um the nobody show
(where am I) , Sound? Kill, Johnny23, LoDeck
Many Styles, Boxguts, Mr taubin, Complex
Sebrox this is an envelope to you guys for
Summer camp after a nervous breakdown
It is July 16th 2009 and
It's gonna go like this
(really I'm insecure)

Yo, I got a myopic doppelgänger
He's in a black zoot suit
Agoraphobic locked in the booth spooked
And I'm like dude
There's no corporate drones who are
Really out to shoot you
I'm a sulfate spitter, deviant skipper
Wait around to snatch the purse
Blind Tiger Cafe pervert, act a perv
Political Bolsheviks get hacked to nerves
The boning knife disembowles
The belligerent conservatives
Down to sex glands and sacculars
I'm tripping, dripping from dust sacks
The shap is sherm
Ideas form in my mouth, my brain
Thinks too fast to work, my art's innate
Most of you had to learn
I titty-fuck groupies in their mouth
Then put the muscle in their ass to squirt
I'm cock-slapping birds
I hunt humans for the cash and fur
Supercoven cabinet, black magic firm
Peyote cactus curse, afterbirth
Witchcraft, burning haystacks in
A Catholic church
Sorry I've been absent, I relapsed on percs
Blacked out and woke up inside of
Detox intravenous fed by catheters
My feet drag and hurt
In hospital socks with the rubber traction
Leather straps fastened first
Incoherent, snapped and attacked the nurse
But, I don't rap disturbed
This face is a mask
Mood swings are rapid, frantic
Volatile spastic lash out in sporadic spurts
Parents don't even know me and lack concern
Cause, I wasn't conceived, I crashed on Earth
Crawling among the crabs and worms
Skanks and herbs
Backpackers in drag who write graph
Next to rapper nerds
Should of hired a manager
Instead I had to put my blood on
Word of mouth and loyal fans
After the wax returned fuck a talent search
Johnny pulled me off the
Mattress burns in some
Opium den to come back and work
My new syllabus drive the fans berserk
Like these new school Asians strutting
Tit's and ass with girth
I chase the white rabbit, tie-dye canvas
LSD 25 brandish in a jewel
Studded 24 carat canister
Then I become this colorful character
With a mouth shut full of
Larvae farm as maggots squirm
Tickling my tongue so I had to smirk
Sick of the rap, demo
Arrogant, work, ballad, merch
I'm embarrassed to say I rap
I rock headphones to drown
Out the parrot chirps
Rigor mortis horizon helix
Drowning sorrow in eel piss
Some shrink attempts to help me
Define what real is i'm a living downer
I hate myself so much my daughter feels it
My skin feels pins tingling
Took the blade to the wrist
But keeled over from the valiums first
Before I could peel skin
Hit my head on the toilet, ambulate came
All I remember was the squeak of the wheels
On the gurney when I was wheeled in
My ears ring, looking down on my body
My ghost back against the ceiling
This is it, just stuff my in the black bag
With the zipper and seal it
But, I didn't overdose today
No rope or blade
My head's a gas bubble with a
Kite string that holds the weight
Connecting my neck to my upper torso
Dragging my feet as it floats away
Prince of the? I'd love to have friends
But friends are not allowed around me
Due to this apparent mental illness
Arabic and Spanish girls approach me
Speaking their native tongue
I'm like what are you saying, I'm Sicilian
Other side rappers you tour and see millions
Front like I can't kill it
Looking at me like I touch children
I'm that dope fiend dozing off
At the foot of the
Stairs at your building with
More talent than you
You'll find out in the lab when I'm building
You and your alumni will catch
The duck bill grin i'm chilling in a drug
Treatment facility living
Off the land like a pilgrim
If I'm not spitting
My mouth's used for a deposit
Box to drop pills in
I'm from that Iron Age, Court
Of the Crimson King
Steel gilded mic grip 500 a verse villain
The rest of the indie populace
Are scene posers, flamboyant
Flaming in the village
I herd the sheep, I'm a mad cow worm on beef
You're on the verge of sleep
Cut yourselves out of your jeans and stop
Acting like you never heard of me
I'm about to use funds
From doing scheisse porn
To pay for a tour in Germany
In Europe I'm Ron Burgundy
You never catch me on commercial beats
Fuck a verse for free
Sometimes I feel like it's the
Blue planet Earth versus me
Suicide doesn't work for me
They brought me back three times
I'm not worth it, it's up to you to murder me
(Wow) and I'm out (that's pretty
Fucked up) thanks let me
Go take a train (is this song like thirteen
Minutes) some one dollar coffee and a hot dog
(six minutes, your up) "Jak
You're dead" Really? "yeah
You live inside your own head"