Jam Baxter - Falling Innit lyrics

Look, I ain't mad y'know!
What is wrong with you, then?
Well, I dunno it's just it just it seems like
Everything's going backwards that's all
You sure it's not you who's going backwards?
No, it's just i can't think straight
That's all
I mean, nothing seems right, apart from

Fuck it!

So this is love
And I wish I'd never fallen in it
Wish I'd never bought my ticket
Into getting more committed
In to getting torn to bit's and
Into getting tortured with it
Wish I'd never fallen in it, fallen in it
Fallen in it

So this is love
And I wish I'd never fallen in it
Wish I'd never bought my ticket
Into getting more committed
In to getting torn to bit's and
Into getting tortured with it
Wish I'd never fallen in it, fallen in it
Fallen in it

What's more horrific the stuff we're snorting
Or the thoughts of him and
You every fucking morning?
See we're all a bit confused
But I'm done with talking
When you're calling me I'm caught within
Your sorcery and coming crawlin'
We were more than a rush of one endorphin
More than just some gushing
Love muscle pouring more than a drug huffing
Rough couple caught in
A blood bubble sprawled in
A mud puddle snoring
She was life it'self as far as I could tell
I'd find myself in her eyes
And my spine would melt
So I held her like the
Ravages of drug addiction
And I failed her when my
Sanity was fucking slippin'
Like fuck I didn't love her like I
Loved to spit a grubby written
Son I'm just a sucker for a dumb decision
Have you ever held a hand
Grenade for too long
And sat awake fanning flames in your room
Cough coughin' on a mass of
Grey fumes tryna move on
Standin' in the acid rain ranting
Cause you've gone see love will have
You itching at a gaping wound
Scribblin' and makin' tunes about the chick
That crippled and disabled you
And shoutin' in the mirror til'
Your face is blue
Countin' all your littlest mistakes and
I made a few thousand a few powders a few
Downers down the line
And she 'llowed it right and that's love

And I wish I'd never fallen in it
Wish I'd never bought my ticket
Into getting more committed
In to getting torn to bit's and
Into getting tortured with it
Wish I'd never fallen in it, fallen in it
Fallen in it

And I wish I'd never fallen in it
Wish I'd never bought my ticket
Into getting more committed
In to getting torn to bit's and
Into getting tortured with it
Wish I'd never fallen in it, fallen in it
Fallen in it

What's more horrific the images
Of him and you
Or sitting in this mess of mine
Clinging to the bitter feud
This is the second time I've
Written this specific tune
The first one was dripping in
The misery of missing you
I tore it up but this
Ones turnin' out identical
Thoughts of us cause a rush
Turning out the ventricles
Circled round with chemicals
Tried squirming out ya tentacles
Man a dozen times I must have
Tried burning down your pedestal but
I can't hate you as much as I'd love to
I love you it's fucked up this
Is what it's come to
So bruv fuck tough love, loves tough
Tough luck it’s done Baxter
You've done lost her to some wanker
I run back to the skunk and the lung cancer
Man I had enough of yats and enough of anger
I finished writing but there's
Nothing left to say
But this dutty serenade on another messy day

Man fuck this love shit
And I wish I'd never fallen in it
Wish I'd never bought my ticket
Into getting more committed
In to getting torn to bit's and
Into getting tortured with it
Wish I'd never fallen in it, fallen in it
Fallen in it man fuck this love shit
And I wish I'd never fallen in it
Wish I'd never bought my ticket
Into getting more committed
In to getting torn to bit's and
Into getting tortured with it
Wish I'd never fallen in it, fallen in it
Fallen in it, fallen in it, fallen in it
Fallen in it fuck it

I don't care you little slag you're going out