James - Blue Pastures lyrics

Green rivers in silver light
I'm walking to the sound of distant bells
So peaceful I don't know who I am
And just when I think it's clear
It turns all grey again
And I wonder who will find me in the snow
And just when I thought I was
Free I got pulled in again
Once you're in, you're in
Blue pastures calling home
I'm walking but I can't stand anymore
Hear voices can't tell near or far
Weird voices - lay me down
And I don't see why I'm
Obliged to just carry on
When everything I touch turns out wrong
And I feel I've committed some crime -
But I don't know what I've done
One day life just wins
One day life just wins
Still breathing but I'm tired and
I wanna go home
Still breathing but i'm not sure anymore
Still breathing But it doesn't really
Matter if I fade away
Fall into this sleep - fall into the deep