SypSki, JAYJ - Headcase lyrics

Tell myself that I’m gon’ be fine
Too much shit going through my mind
Mesmerized by these little white lies
Paralyzed by every lie and I don’t even know
Who to turn to, yeah
I ain’t ever really wanna hurt you, yeah
Sheets still smell like your perfume
Tell me why pain feel like a virtue?

And everything’s changing
Feelings keep fading my heart’s vacant
They tell me to fake it i don’t even know
Who you are anymore
Excuse me while I pick my heart off the floor
I don’t even know what I want it for
‘Cause the sun don’t shine
And the rain just pours take me back
To how it was before when you were mine
And I was yours i can’t feel a thing
Something’s wrong with me

Tell myself that I’m gon’ be fine
Too much shit going through my mind
Mesmerized by these little white lies
Paralyzed by every lie and I don’t even know
Who to turn to, yeah (who to turn to)
I ain’t ever really wanna hurt you, yeah
Sheets still smell like your perfume
(like your perfume, ay, ay ay)
Tell me why pain feel like a virtue?

Was she a good girl? She didn’t ask for much
We in a small world
That couldn’t give a fuck i had a bad dream
Where I couldn’t wake up
And it’s a sad dream until I found your love
But I swear I can’t take this no more
Falling down right to floor
Take my heart, rip it apart
It’s okay I’ll just restart
And it’s a natural habit
Like I’m an addict for love
But she gon’ tell me she had it
And she won’t ever pick up
Like how this happened?
I’m sad that I won’t ever be the one
I know it’s bad that we had it
But I still wish it was us

Tell myself that I’m gon’ be fine
Too much shit going through my mind
Mesmerized by these little white lies
Paralyzed by every lie and I don’t even know
Who to turn to, yeah
I ain’t ever really wanna hurt you, yeah
Sheets still smell like your perfume
Tell me why pain feel like a virtue?

And I’m falling and I can’t get up
Keep calling but she won’t pick up
And I don’t even really wanna do these drugs
I feel like I’ve had enough

Tell myself that I’m gon’ be fine
Too much shit going through my mind
Mesmerized by these little white lies
Paralyzed by every lie and I don’t even know
Who to turn to, yeah
I ain’t ever really wanna hurt you, yeah
Sheets still smell like your perfume
Tell me why pain feel like a virtue