Jedi Mind Tricks, Eamon - Fraudulent Cloth lyrics

Our friendship seemed to be based on
What I could do for you, homie
The sad fact is I'm the type of
Person that would take two for you, homie
You ever give so much till a
Muhfucker can't give no more?
Give so much of his soul that he
Feel he can't live no more?
What you want from me? You want blood
From me, want another dub from me, money?
You wanna drain me of every single
Motherfucking drop of love from me, money?
I can feel the eyes staring at
Me even when it's dark
Even when it's cold
I can feel Allah staring at
Me even though I'm marked
Even though I'm old
Y'all are just some "gimme" muhfuckers
"take more off Vinnie" muhfuckers
Never giving back, don't know how to act
Just a bunch of shitty muhfuckers
Gradually night goes on
Gradually life goes on
It's tearing me apart
Never really thought that I'd have
To right this wrong
I don't think I'm anti-love
I just think I'm anti-y'all i just think
I'm anti-every-muhfucker-tryna-plan-my-fall
I was never planning to be great
Something that began as a mistake
But me being me
Mama always told me I should always
Share what's on the plate
And just waking up is enough
Of a struggle today
And most of these phonies that's close
To me push me away
But there ain't no weeping I'm keeping
This enemy deep in my veins
Cause I love the pain

And just waking up is enough of a struggle
I don't wanna deal with the darkness
Have a motherfucker laid up by himself
Tryna heal from the conflict
Ever have someone close to you tell you
That you really can't when you can?
I wouldn't know nothing 'bout
That bullshit and that's the stamp of a man
And the same one who blamed me
The same one who defamed me
Can't make his own cash
Can't wipe his own ass like a baby
Everything is past or it's light
Everything is passion and hate
Everything is everything and I
Don't think I need
To keep a track of the date
Everybody take what I offer
Everybody play like a pauper
The same ones with they hands out
Be the same ones that hate when I prosper
Tryna be a gentleman of sorts
Tryna be a better man, of course
Tryna set a living
Understand that I'ma always be
A veteran of loss
What's the physiology of love? What's
The physiology of pain?
What's the physiology of every single person
That will probably get to reign?
I don't like when liberty is wrong
I don't like when misery is gone
I can tell all y'all one thing: all
Y'all gone' miss me when I'm gone

And just waking up is enough
Of a struggle today
And most of these phonies that's close
To me push me away
But there ain't no weeping I'm keeping
This enemy deep in my veins
Cause I love the pain
And just waking up is enough
Of a struggle today
And most of these phonies that's close
To me push me away
But there ain't no weeping I'm keeping
This enemy deep in my veins
Cause I love the pain