Jeffrey Lewis - Had It All (City & Eastern Songs) lyrics

I've got no backup no safety netting
So why am I betting these kind of stakes?

It’s so confusing winning or losing
I've made so many mistakes

My work is cut out it needs my best now
I just can't guess how it will unfold

Got to work through it if I can just do that
I’ll say I always knew that i had it all

There's ground to cover
I've barely scratched it
And once you catch it that fever grows

So many loners so many late-bloomers
So many rumors nobody knows

My work is cut out it needs my best now
I just can't guess how it will unfold

Got to work through it if I can just do that
I'll say I always knew that i had it all

But am I me yet? Sometimes I see it
Sometimes feel like a genius and
Still so far to go why am I not free yet
Of all this doubting?
My mind keeps shouting and it
Never gets a sore throat

My work is cut out it needs my best now
I just can't guess how it will unfold

Got to work through it if I can just do that
I'll say I always knew that i had it all