Jessie Murph - Where do you go lyrics

Growing up under the pavement
I stared at the people and places
I wondered what it'd be like they
Seemed to be doing it right
But at the time I didn't
Know it, that these are
These are the moments
I'd chase for the rest of my life
Before it got quiet and heavy
I'm up in this Bentley
I'm dodging the memories
I cut out the bullet
The one that you sent me
You said I was looking
You thought I was ready
But how in the fuck could I ever be ready
I'm not the same girl you had in your Chevy
Don't think I'll ever be