Jolls - Homesick lyrics

A long distance i haven’t seen you since
We only talk on the
Phone sometimes we send some text
It’s been a long time and
I know you have changed
Tbh i’ve changed too but in a different way
I made a lot of promises but i only
Made one happen it was to stay strong and be
On my and do no cappin
These days i speak with my father
Like i’m facing an issue
Maybe i’m dumb cause he told me
What to do but i’m confused
I been smokin more and more but
I need to take a break
It’s like i’m on a treadmill
In fact i’m going nowhere
I’m been looking for a light but
I still fuck with demons
I need a doer in my life
Cause there’s a lot of speakers
I used call some people bros and
Now i call them bitches
Life makes you take an exam first
And then teach you the lesson
Sometimes i’m a mess and i drink
To put the blame on it
My heart has never been a field
To play a game on it
You made me mute by what you did
How can i say something
I suffered from it all alone
Now you can change nothing
I been on my own cause i’m done
With all these fake ass friends
They pick a gun with the same
Hand they shake your hand with

Tell me how you been tell me how you been
I talk about a different shit but
You know what i mean tell me how you been
Tell me how you been
I talk about a different shit but
You know what i mean tell me how you been
Tell me how you been
I talk about a different shit
But you know what i fuck