Jon Bryant - Love and War lyrics

I've fallen to whiskey and this I confess
I spent last year pretending it's
All for the best oh, honey, I'm troubled
I don't know where to start
I think I just died of a broken heart

I tried to forget what I learned about love
I run like a city and block like a drug
Oh, fire and ice, I can't tell them apart
Yeah, I think I just died of a broken heart

And I can't stay here with the lies you swore
And I can't lay here between love and war
'Cause, I believed in you for a life or two
But, you fell out of view when I needed you

Oh, I wrote you this song just
To say I pulled through
And I'll wrote you another to
Tell you the truth
And I wish there was someway
Spare me this part
'Cause, I think I just died of a broken heart

And I can't stay here with the lies you swore
And I can't lay here between love and war
'Cause, I believed in you for a life or two
But, you fell out of view when I needed you

Oh, I needed you for a life or two
But, you fell out of view when I needed you
When I needed you when I needed you

This silent war no sin, no score
I said "Nothing is, nothing is wrong"
I said "Nobody's, nobody's home"
One kiss farewell no way to tell
You how it felt to lose it all

I believed in you for a life or two
Where the hell were you when I needed you?
I believed in you for a life or two
Where the hell were you when I needed you?