Jon Murdock, Lex Starwind - My Kingdom lyrics

Damn fuck happened? The fuck happened?
Life crazy sometimes, you know?
Gotta pick the pieces back up
Put 'em together in the right way
Yeah, Murdock

Spark that roach up
If you can't feel me then move closer
Life put this weight on my shoulders
Almost gave hope up
Spent a lot of time searching for
Dough like the gold rush
Young, lusting for sex
It clearly destroyed both of us
I'm still holding up, but my mind's twisted
Lured in by money, liquor, and fine bitches
Nightmares of cops friskin'
And nines clickin'
Nik' Airs and fine women is my vision
Put that roach out
I'm at the end of my rope now
In a cold cell, I'm about to lose hope, how
Did I ever let it happen? We were so proud
I wish I really knew then what I know now
But, I can't turn back the hands of time
It just keeps moving, I can't rewind
I gotta grasp, if I lose it, I could die
The air that I gasp has Lucifer inside
Pour me another shot
Don't care if it's dumb or not
Give me the keys to the whip, shit
Fuck them cops
I lost too many things in life
That I loved a lot so I'ma just keep moving
'till something stops
That was my thought then
That's not my feelings now
When I think about, shit, I was really wild
Hands together, head up, fed up
Kneelin' down
I pray to God, to let me start healin' now
If my life ends and you never see me again
Just remember that I thought
Things were easier then be aware
Other people that seem are your friends
Because you'll bleed in the end, yeah, yo
If my life ends and you never see me again
Just remember that I thought
Things were easier then be aware
Other people that seem are your friends
Because you'll bleed in the end, yeah, yo

Amazing grace in God form
Rise to new heights with this art form
Mine to take flight like a condor
All on board to the next destination
Stop travelling the pathway to Hell
Who gonna make it hot?
Who gon' take a shot? Who
Gon' let it pass by?
Who gon' lead the masses? Who gon' follow
Never ask why? Shepherd for the sheep
Down and out and on they last try
Swollen from the heat
We burning out in these bad times
In these dark skies
Storm clouds blacken souls
On the highway to life where the traffic goes
But when you test the hearts of men
That's when the passion flows
Bring out the best from the worst
Gotta adapt and grow perpetual transition
The only constant has changed
There's certain things that you
Could not explain
To others, simply gotta learn
It for yourself, it's not a game
Just that universal law and I
Abide by the same
Fuck your bloodstained hands
Turmoil of the sole
When the flesh rise up and the body turns old
When the young turn to old and
The old turn to dust
When you searching for a path
Who to turn to but us?
Mistrust, misguided, gat bust, misfired
'Nother ghetto youth dyin'
Another ambulance siren
Standing there silent, dumb, deaf
And blinded desensitized to the violence

If my life ends and you never see me again
Just remember that I thought
Things were easier then be aware
Other people that seem are your friends
Because you'll bleed in the end, yeah, yo
If my life ends and you never see me again
Just remember that I thought
Things were easier then be aware
Other people that seem are your friends
Because you'll bleed in the end, yeah, yo

Mr sleep suggests he may
Go to places familiar his job is -
I don't care about our job
Indulge us, Mr hand
If you were Murdoch, yes? If I were Murdoch
I would remember how my wife had hurt
Me by sleeping with another man
Then, I'd look for a way
To hurt her in return
Leave me alone with her
There's work to be done