Judicator - From the Belly of the Whale lyrics

Have you seen my father? He went away
Left the house this morning
Thought he came this way
Lived my life with secrets
No child should keep
Took upon my shoulders burdens not to speak

Mommy's sweet but knows the sad truth
She tows the line
Quietly she prays for guidance
She'll never find

End this life of lies
How could I ever be a father?
End this life of lies
I might propagate his failures
I fear that I might be like him
Father to son and down the line
I fеar my son might be like me
A flood would wash away thе filth
Praying to God for healing rain
A light would cleanse this heart of mine

Daddy goes away on business
Or so say he says
Mommy thinks she's kept me safe
But I've known for years

End this life of lies
How could I ever be a father?
End this life of lies
I might propagate his failures

Plunge into the deepest ocean to find a whale
Daddy's unaware of danger, it's up to me

End this life of lies
How could I rescue my own father?
End this life of lies
Will my fear destroy my family?

I cannot swim i'm too petrified to move
He cannot hear from the belly of the whale
Father, please i can't move
I can't save you