Judicator - Judgment lyrics

Please God, can I just say one more thing?

Here I lie in my deathbed
Elderly and proud of what I have done
I struggle to stay here with my family
But I know it's time to die
To finally let go, sleep unto my death

My wife and children come to say goodbye
The priest settles down to read my last rites

Fight, I'm trying speak, but I'm weak
Fight, it is difficult
Speak through the tears
Say your goodbyes, my holy unction
Say your goodbyes to my love
Say your goodbyes, your daddy loves you
Say your goodbyes, my final flight
Finally, it’s time to lеt it go

Receive thе purest warmth of
Love and blinding light
Receive the purest warmth of
Love and blinding light

I lived my life in fear
Of dark behind the door
The love of God reflects on all
The faces of the saints
They beckon me to come

And now it's time for me to bid farewell
She holds my hand and tries to smile
I'll wait for you, my love
Hold me until I fade away

Lacking trust and confidence when
Anyone showed kindness
I pushed away their loving arms
And shrank into the darkness
This lake of mine in which I
Swam was void and bottomless
But then you came and pulled me out
Life and love awaited

Years went by and kids were born
Surrounded by their laughter
Unaware of what we had endured

The woods ahead are made for me
The brambles tear and snag
Until I find your open arms to catch me