Juice WRLD - Eminem Speaks lyrics

I think once I took my first Vicodin
It was just like, this feeling of, "Ahh"
You know, like everything was
Not only mellow, but didn't feel any pain
It just didn't–
It just kind of numbed things
I don't know at what point exactly
It started to be a problem
I just remember likin' it more and more
People tried to tell me that I had a problem
I would say, "Get that fuckin'
Person out of here, i can't believe they
Said that shit to me, they know
Nothin' about my fuckin' life
Are they out of their fuckin' mind?"
I'm not out there shootin' heroin
I'm not out there
Fuckin', you know, puttin' coke up my nosе
I'm not smokin' crack
You're struggling with the argument of
"Do you havе a problem, or
Do you not have a problem?
Can you control it, or can you not?"
And I literally thought I could control it
You're taking things that people
Are giving you that
You don't even know what the fuck they are
They look like a pill
And they look– they're shaped
Like something that you take, so you take it
You know? Xanax, Valium, tomato-tomato
You know what I mean?
It's th-the same thing
It's all in the same family, fuck it
Take it had I had got to the
Hospital about two hours later
I would've died
My organs were shutting down
My liver, kidneys, everything
They were gonna have to put me on dialysis
They didn't think I was gonna make it
My bottom was gonna be death, within a month
I had relapsed
And shot right back up to the same
Amount of pills that I was taking
I remember just walking around my house
And thinking every single day
Like, "I'm gonna fucking die" like
I'm-I'm looking at my kids
And I need to be here for this
Coming off of everything
I literally was up twenty-four hours a
Day for three weeks straight
And I mean not sleeping
Not even nodding off for a fucking minute
Like, I was literally just up, like
Looking at the TV
I had to regain motor skills
I had to regain talking skills
It's been a-a learning process
Like, it's been, i'm growing
I just couldn't believe that anybody
Could ever be naturally happy
Or naturally function, or be just
Enjoying life in general
Without being on something
So, I would say that t-to anybody that i-it
Does get better, you know? It just–, it does